tweEt de' TweeT

actually i had this twitter thing long ago..it's just dat it was not active..finally i had time to do all this..all because i wanted to post something on JUSTIN BIEBER'S twitter profile...soo guess i want all of u to start tweet..i'm still new soo anyone interested can follow me:)....

http://twitter.com/#!/bhavaneebiebs

ok..gotta go...ITS TWEETING TIME...lol

tweet..tweet

twilight maniac #5

juz finished watching NEW MOON...OMG..hw i missed those sequals..i have nt had my hands on the eclipse dvd...bt soon i will....wakakakaka..so as the twImood is still on...dis is sumthing..for anyone who is a lunatic fanatic fan of twilight just like me:)

"i threw my arms around him instinctively, and wraaping them around his waist and pressing my face around his chest. He was so big, i felt like i was a child hugging a grown-up"(bella)

alas:)

i thought it was goin to be a short break..but ohh man....hw i was sooo wrong:P

actually its hard to gather de' blogging mood back....after a very long pause due to my spm...bt today..i've received a message in my facebook acount...n i found out dat my dearest debater friend ADRI(he's from SOKSEK)..had just started blogging:)..geez congratz!...then i had this phone call from RADIN asking me to re-blog again...so, here i am:D

tonite's goin to one hell of a nite bcuz we r goin to SUNWAY LAGOON:)...yup2..i'm soo excited...actually my sis won the astrolife contest..soo we juz won 4 tickets to the night carnival...sooo SUNWAY LAGOON...here i come:)

tommorow..i might juz go n do my hair....i want perm..bt my mum said i would look nice in straights...aiyah...which one??

FUH!!

WOW!!!!

its been long....so nt kinda in the mood to blog...so watch me ya....sooner or later..i will..

till then..

xoxoxo

twilight maniac #5

"I’ll never forgive myself for leaving you. Not if I live a hundred thousand years." (Edward)

MoViE-date

mmg bezz glerr ari ni....

watched shrek forever after...n then at night...watched P.S I Love You!!!!..mmg superb...i had read the novel before....and mmg longing nk tgk crite dier....sooo mmg excited glerr lah...it was sooo nice and mmg cdey arr...feeling abes arr arini...

tomorrow nite i've gt date with mtv channel the annual MTV Music Awards 2010....its starts at 8...n i gt addmath class at 8...so i'll continue it lter or else juz see it the next day....

chiao~~

it's TIME!!!!

aku ANTI-COUPLE?????

all i can say is dat.....WATEVER????

ntahlah....mmg dh nasib aku kot.....stiap kali nk exam...msti ader probs sblum tu....mse up1...TOO MUCH problems.....hoping dat upt would b fine.....bt no....still ader PROBS!!!!maybe bdak klas aku tau?????or maybe SUM of them r de' prob?????

#1

aku ANTI-COUPLE?????

u guys can say watever u want...bt i am me.....dis is hw i live my life.....thruthfully to say...aku bkn anti-couple..it's juz aku MELUAT tgk SUM of "them"....dis is the truth...tp jujur bkn sumer.....i can trime sum couple.....i even help sum......bt sumtimes its juz sooo disgusting to see sum....gaya mcm dh kahwin.....maybe it's their probs kan....dose dgn Tuhan????bt watever is said...jgelah prasaan org kat sekeliling...kalo nk wat PAPE pun...dun do it in PUBLIC.....ppl r watching......x malu kew????walo pndai mcmne pun kalo maruah dri x reti nk jge SME jerr....soooo dis is my decision.....kalo x ske...u r MOST welcum to leave MY LIFE....i juz had enough with sum of u.....

#2

okie...spt sedia maklum aku ader BIG probs ngan MAMU@NOR AZMAN B IBRAHIM.sooo coz aq xde mse nk clear name kat skul...i'm goin to do it here....sooo sape yg bce.....u guys noe part of my story....

okie...so on SATURDAY(29/5/2010) at 11.30am...i wuz on my way back frm prep...tetibe ader f1 pnggl..kternyerr abg ABU nk JMPE...i wuz suprised....xpelah gi jerrlah...rupernyerr MAMU yg nk jmpe...okie...so watever....then suddenly for no reason he raised he's voice at me.....i wuz like hei...x start pape2 pun..tetibe nk loyar buruk apehal???i calmed myself.......aku x suke org jerit kat aku....he started accusing me of things i did nt even think to do...mmglah aku rpat ngan "frau"..watever jambu yg ko pnggl.....tp aku bkn rapat ngan dier psl ko....ko ngat aku x mende lg BAGUS nk wat kew????he said aku REPORTlah....hey....it was a coincidence aku jmpe dier kat tgh jln n she asked me about ***********......so what??????aku pun bknnyerr gebang kat dier....i told her the truth!!!!juz bcoz ur f***** fren nmpk n britau kat ko...doesn't mean ko blh caya jerr???pikirlah dlu....aku ader byk lg nk wat kat skul lah....drpd ckp psl ko...kalo aku nk NAMA/PUJIAN pun....ader mende len yg aku blh wat.....i've gt lots to prove to the teachers...so...cuz ko dh malukan aku.....do wat u supposed to do...dh bsar kan kalo dh wat salah nk wat aper????BAGOS!!!!mcm tulah....kalo still x phm...kne ckp bhase aku plak yerr..mne tau PHM kan????


#3

frenz???

ntahlah....mcmne blh msuk list aku pun x tau???

tp tetibe rse mcm watever happen to THEM??????one day i'm alrite..n they cuddle me(frenz)....n u see the other minute i fall sick....n they juz push u away(enemies...urrrmm..no talking)....sorilah kpd yg terasa...aku juz terkezut.....after dh elok demam kan...tetibe aku rse mcm kat dunia baru.....ader JAMBU bru...n byk lglah....







dat's it for now.....any comments???feel free to do it...with identity yerr...without them noo RESPONSE!!!!kpd yg ter'terasa sorilah......i had been keeping dis for a VERY VERY long time!!!!

deBate-a skill!!!

at language room now...debate is a HOT thing now in skul....as the HKSBP Zon Utara is next Thursday till Sunday.will be having a friendly with KUSESS dis monday....our two ex-debater is coming tomorrow....so happy...bcuz i seriously need their help...

skul is hoping dat we bring back the glory a.k.a trophy to the skul...bt with teammates who dun give commitments n respect to the seniors...then dis thing bout team won't work.....

tomorrow...will be a long day....coz debate 24/7....tcher laili said next week NO p&p n prep for US!!!!!

dat's it...gotta chiao..debate2..

miXed uP!!!

at pusat akses now....

lots of things had happened..managing people is sooo difficult now....not only the world is changing even the people.....what i cannot believe is dat...PEOPLE who was very close to me...

exactly a weeek ago...everything happened..it changed..the relationship....mommy always say cry for things which r important....bt dat day....cried like 3 times...first i was touched...2nd...wat i didn't believe were his mere apologizes, promises n words...it wuz nt i was nt thankful for dat..coz no one would have dat courage to see me like dat....i'm thanking u for dat...

but please think bout the mistakes u've done....hw it had effected ppl around u....relationships r sumthing dat is very sensitive....care it with love....i'll say....

i'm glad dat i'm leaving semesti soon...can't think of another year here....back to basic..my dear





actually i hav lots to talk about...bt its because evrything is already mixed up in this intricate head of mind.day's y post ni pun mcm tu!!!

baby..one time

yesterday went to kajang to buy prezie for sis' fren's birthday party today....so dh alang2 mcm tu...baik aq pun blikan....so took the opportunity to buy prezies for my little darlings...yup...

"dear, if u r reading dis...i'm sori for the late birthday gift...it was nt dat i forgot bout it...it's juz dat i have to wait for the holidays to get sumthing for u....need it to be special rite???last year kter sme skola kan??kan???have to make it sumthing dat we both will remember...sooo i really hope u'll like it...pnat cri tau..."

ari ni went to jusco plak....bought the newest galaxie(jonas brothers cover)....ama, ur favourite guy is in galaxie...justin bieber's one time in songwords section...the first thing dat came through my mind at dat time...was u....soo get it ahh...

esok..we'll be having chinese new year open house at my place...yup..a few relatives are joining for a pot luck kinda thing.....

dat's it for now!!

happy chinese new year plus valentines day

to all my chinese frenz n all malaysians...i wish u guys a prosperous Chinese New Year!!May the Year Of Tiger brings luck, wealth n success in all way....

on top of that.....




i also wanna wish all of u outside there a Happy Valentines Day!!!at last i'm celebrating it at my home...but it's minus daddy....kinda sad...bt nvr mind..now i really wanna watch valentines day the movie...it's gonna be great...any dates???

kaunseling..apecer???

yup..for the first tyme kne kaunseling....eitt aq x kne kaunseling sbb bermasalah....tp juz nk tolong kak su....kaunselor praktikal skool..so it was kaunseling kelompok....dh dua sesi....both bezz2...

#1 session

-bout peraturan skul yg sucks!!!yup...actually dat very evening...kitorg kne truk glerr kat asrama..there was certain tshirt u cannot where la...karut...so as everyone was burning inside out...we decided to go on with this topic...it was bout 45 minutes..kinda perbincangan thing...

#2 session

-dis was one cool thing...it was bout friendship cum love cum enemy sort of thing...at last sumbody to and sumthing to talk about...it was also fun...like something was pulled of my chest....thankie guys...i must tell no more..secreto



i cried many days bcuz of these prob...13/1 was the day all it started....i dun want all dis to happen in my last year....something must seriously wrong with myself coz it is with me dat he's wrong with....i see he's as usual with everyone else...although they feel like he's a changed person...kak chik said i'm CONFUSED with my feelings...they tell me i dun deserve a fren like him...yes...bt i would really like to noe y he's doin dis to me????anyone with the answer...pls tell me...

20/1/2010(wat ahh??)

byk sgt nk tulis ni...ari tu x smpat....isk..


so came back yesterday...dh start wat omwork...menggunung beb...yup2...went to the clinic to get my nose checked..yup sinus is biggest prob..then went for dinner... today mmg bgn lmbt..at 1pm..bad ahh???biaselah tu...ate lunch at 3++....my dad had to go to INDIA...for sum reason i dun noe...so after dad went to the airport at bout 7++...mommy and us went to McDonalds for our dinner....on the way back bought some nasi gorengs for supper and kakak's dinner.... n now i'm here after long hours doing my homework....


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*20/1/2010*

a day to be remembered....definitely...i had a double-blast birthday!!

went 12 am struck...i was at my dorm with the form 1 students...and then cainy asked to teman her to ampaian...i suspected something amiss...coz she never asks to do dat...i thought there was something at the ampaian to scare me off..then anne ask me to follow her to her dorm coz my prezie is there....n i did...didn't i expect dat i will get all splashy and wet on my up the stairs....thanks to ama, mira, sha, yus, jun, zatul, anne, cainy for dat....sumpah bezz...plus it was cold...during school...many wished me..thank u soo much..i breathe through ur prayers...thankie guys...and dat nite....during the nite prep....it was soo usual..until wani called me saying dat polan wants to see us...went to db...n it was pitch dark...then i saw a lighted cake....n there they were hiding behind tables n chairs.....it was a shocker....the cake was beautiful...credits to cainy, moja, abe, akmal, angel, wani, dhars, n rohan...the same colour with my kurung dat nite...PINK...we had sum drink n i shooted of to my addmath mentor class....came back to hostel....called parents...n when i went back to my dorm..another shock...another CAKE...credits to dormates n tcher UMI....for the cake.....very delicious..thnak u....n it was great birthday indeed...the last in semesti...

.:dat nite:.

.:with them who prepared:.

.:with rohan n sis:.

.:my other half:.

.:sweet ahh??:.

.:them:.

.:at dorm:.

ThaiPusam

we left home like about 4am..juz to make sure we find a good spot for parking n lesser crowd during the wee hours.n thank God we did...the jam was bad.lesser crowd???no difference...people were pushing...we saw some kavadis...mum n dad decided to stay down...so we(sis,bro, and me) climbed up the steep flight of 272 stairs...yup2...

then we went jalan2...bought some sweets...then see more kavadis...n at about 11+ we left batu caves...it was soo tiring....i slept in the car...everyone except dad...we ate our lunch at stephen's corner in ampang....

so for who didn't make it juz now to batu caves..here is a glimpse of the day:

.::the tallest murugan statue in the world::.


.::one of the beautiful kavadis::.


.::at about 6am::.


.::aeriel view::.


.::inside the cave::.

.::remember the time::.♥

a little sumthing from my heart...was torned apart...n without realising it i wrote a long poem bout it n tears came rolling...

i saw ur face yesterday
it brought back millions of memories
tried my best to forget bout it
but i can't,not enough strength to do it

u noe
i never try to deny
the best moments in life was with u
i see the best of me through u...ur eyes
u let me show the world
the inner beauty dat i possesed
thank u ♥

u gave me hope
in which i believed in
and made it into dreams
dreams of seeing just
U and Me forever
thank u ♥

never dis to happen
but it is
u r juz hand-reach away
but i can't feel ur presence
ur breath blows my hair slightly
but i can't smell u
i can see u
but it's fading,dear
u touched me
and i felt numbness in my hand

i'm remembering the time
when u r always there to hear
my nonsenses
u make me laugh for no reasons
when u always make me fell right,
just to be beside u
n u make each single day,special
u r my intricate memory
thank u ♥

Now,
something is ripping us apart
we r not like those times anymore
if its because of her
then i'm not suprised
i'm missing u already
but,
guess i have to let it go
i have to WALK AWAY
believe me
it isn't easy, my dear

now, that you've left
it is making me thank u
for the 'sumthing' dat u left
i'm learning to understand
people better
not to be fooled again
not into falling for people
easier anymore
wanna make it go the other way round
LOVE STORY is a memory now
thank u ♥
just to make sure everything's ok..
i'll be praying...

if u r reading dis..no offence to anyone...it came out from me solely n heartly....

MSR_Minggu Silahturrahim

juz came back juz now...byk nk 'cer' ni...sempat kew sblum nk skul ni??

so form 1 masuk 12/1..so startlah minggu orientasi dorang..tetibe jerr smau akak2 form 5 garang...sumtimes its juz soo funny..x prnh dier nk tengking...tetibe marah kan...mana taknye..form 1 lampi SHIYAL....

i wuz one of the fasilitator..kinda enjoyed...tp kengkadang..rse mcm dipinggirkan...huhuhu..nvr mindlah..at dat tyme smua busy....the best part of MSR would definitely be the malam bakat...aka malam ceritera muda mudi..ala retro..i wuz in charge of the opening..so mestilah kne gempak n we nailed it!!..rmai suke n puji...thank God n fellow fivers...we made it into a great nite...


pics of the day:>

..:team opening:..

..:malam pesta muda-mudi:..


..:luv it:..


..:mira+sis:..


..:facilitators:..

last day..

• went out to buy my stuffs
• x abis packing lagi:P
• ipod is charging
• pics saved to lappie and pendrive
  
• new songs is dowloading
• omwork nt finished
• bought them presents for their upcoming birthdays
  
• eager to c the ones is missed soo much
• cdey nk tinggalkan umah...
• rse nk nangis!!!!:(
• waiting for 11/1...sis is coming..
• gtg....packing2...

buhbye for now...

au revoir 2009

haven't been blogging lately...dats bcuz didn't had anything to blog about despite coming back late from year end shopping.it's been a tradition...


so yesterday..we went to Berjaya Times Square to actually pick up my twilight tees bt we ended up spending like 8 hours there...wow isn't it???juz luv the tee...it's simple bt i like it...gt one for my sis..met up with sis Nurul...she wuz one of the creator of twilighters malaysia..she wuz very sweet n beautiful...we went jalan2...n did sum serious shopping..we bought soo much stuff....it was quite tiring...no..DAMN tiring...shoes,hat,sunglasses,tops...byk lglah...it was fun too...we wanted to go cosmo world..bt it was quite late alredi..so we kept it for another day...

my bro wanted to buy a limited edition(i think??)jersey...so after times square..ate dinner like around 10..n dad drove to petaling street...scary place..bt definitely a place to go...shops were closing..soo nt much could be done....

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today...

shopping utk skul plak!!

we went to kajang..mmg stiap thn gi cni to buy our skul stuffs...bought me a pair of bju kurung, uniform, n a shoe(luv the shoe) thank u daddy!!...bt mainly it was for my lil sis,dharshinee...as she'll join me nex year...had to buy all the stuffs...we went to buy books for my bro n couzie...they r sitting for PMR dis year...after dat we decided to watch movie..movie yg available were avatar n vetaikkaran(a tamil action flick)...so obviously we chose the tamil movie..we ate satay(kajang's most famous food)...n went for the movie...bezz gak..byk gado2..tp syoklah...huhuhu...after the movie we had like mere 10 minutes for new year...so dlm kereta we started singing songs n looking out for fireworks...spotted one two..n b4 reaching home...we went to eat at malaysian's favourite hangout spot...the mamak stall...lalalala~~



in conclusion:thn ni new year wuz bezz..coz although its was nt like sumwhere happening like kl...bt i was happy coz..we were in the car as a whole family..n it wuz nice..

i wanted to end this post for 2009 with pics...bt my lappie is nt reading the memory card...so might do it sum other time...

au revoir 2009..

welcome 2010...