it's TIME!!!!

aku ANTI-COUPLE?????

all i can say is dat.....WATEVER????

ntahlah....mmg dh nasib aku kot.....stiap kali nk exam...msti ader probs sblum tu....mse up1...TOO MUCH problems.....hoping dat upt would b fine.....bt no....still ader PROBS!!!!maybe bdak klas aku tau?????or maybe SUM of them r de' prob?????

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aku ANTI-COUPLE?????

u guys can say watever u want...bt i am me.....dis is hw i live my life.....thruthfully to say...aku bkn anti-couple..it's juz aku MELUAT tgk SUM of "them"....dis is the truth...tp jujur bkn sumer.....i can trime sum couple.....i even help sum......bt sumtimes its juz sooo disgusting to see sum....gaya mcm dh kahwin.....maybe it's their probs kan....dose dgn Tuhan????bt watever is said...jgelah prasaan org kat sekeliling...kalo nk wat PAPE pun...dun do it in PUBLIC.....ppl r watching......x malu kew????walo pndai mcmne pun kalo maruah dri x reti nk jge SME jerr....soooo dis is my decision.....kalo x ske...u r MOST welcum to leave MY LIFE....i juz had enough with sum of u.....

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okie...spt sedia maklum aku ader BIG probs ngan MAMU@NOR AZMAN B IBRAHIM.sooo coz aq xde mse nk clear name kat skul...i'm goin to do it here....sooo sape yg bce.....u guys noe part of my story....

okie...so on SATURDAY(29/5/2010) at 11.30am...i wuz on my way back frm prep...tetibe ader f1 pnggl..kternyerr abg ABU nk JMPE...i wuz suprised....xpelah gi jerrlah...rupernyerr MAMU yg nk jmpe...okie...so watever....then suddenly for no reason he raised he's voice at me.....i wuz like hei...x start pape2 pun..tetibe nk loyar buruk apehal???i calmed myself.......aku x suke org jerit kat aku....he started accusing me of things i did nt even think to do...mmglah aku rpat ngan "frau"..watever jambu yg ko pnggl.....tp aku bkn rapat ngan dier psl ko....ko ngat aku x mende lg BAGUS nk wat kew????he said aku REPORTlah....hey....it was a coincidence aku jmpe dier kat tgh jln n she asked me about ***********......so what??????aku pun bknnyerr gebang kat dier....i told her the truth!!!!juz bcoz ur f***** fren nmpk n britau kat ko...doesn't mean ko blh caya jerr???pikirlah dlu....aku ader byk lg nk wat kat skul lah....drpd ckp psl ko...kalo aku nk NAMA/PUJIAN pun....ader mende len yg aku blh wat.....i've gt lots to prove to the teachers...so...cuz ko dh malukan aku.....do wat u supposed to do...dh bsar kan kalo dh wat salah nk wat aper????BAGOS!!!!mcm tulah....kalo still x phm...kne ckp bhase aku plak yerr..mne tau PHM kan????


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frenz???

ntahlah....mcmne blh msuk list aku pun x tau???

tp tetibe rse mcm watever happen to THEM??????one day i'm alrite..n they cuddle me(frenz)....n u see the other minute i fall sick....n they juz push u away(enemies...urrrmm..no talking)....sorilah kpd yg terasa...aku juz terkezut.....after dh elok demam kan...tetibe aku rse mcm kat dunia baru.....ader JAMBU bru...n byk lglah....







dat's it for now.....any comments???feel free to do it...with identity yerr...without them noo RESPONSE!!!!kpd yg ter'terasa sorilah......i had been keeping dis for a VERY VERY long time!!!!

deBate-a skill!!!

at language room now...debate is a HOT thing now in skul....as the HKSBP Zon Utara is next Thursday till Sunday.will be having a friendly with KUSESS dis monday....our two ex-debater is coming tomorrow....so happy...bcuz i seriously need their help...

skul is hoping dat we bring back the glory a.k.a trophy to the skul...bt with teammates who dun give commitments n respect to the seniors...then dis thing bout team won't work.....

tomorrow...will be a long day....coz debate 24/7....tcher laili said next week NO p&p n prep for US!!!!!

dat's it...gotta chiao..debate2..

miXed uP!!!

at pusat akses now....

lots of things had happened..managing people is sooo difficult now....not only the world is changing even the people.....what i cannot believe is dat...PEOPLE who was very close to me...

exactly a weeek ago...everything happened..it changed..the relationship....mommy always say cry for things which r important....bt dat day....cried like 3 times...first i was touched...2nd...wat i didn't believe were his mere apologizes, promises n words...it wuz nt i was nt thankful for dat..coz no one would have dat courage to see me like dat....i'm thanking u for dat...

but please think bout the mistakes u've done....hw it had effected ppl around u....relationships r sumthing dat is very sensitive....care it with love....i'll say....

i'm glad dat i'm leaving semesti soon...can't think of another year here....back to basic..my dear





actually i hav lots to talk about...bt its because evrything is already mixed up in this intricate head of mind.day's y post ni pun mcm tu!!!

baby..one time

yesterday went to kajang to buy prezie for sis' fren's birthday party today....so dh alang2 mcm tu...baik aq pun blikan....so took the opportunity to buy prezies for my little darlings...yup...

"dear, if u r reading dis...i'm sori for the late birthday gift...it was nt dat i forgot bout it...it's juz dat i have to wait for the holidays to get sumthing for u....need it to be special rite???last year kter sme skola kan??kan???have to make it sumthing dat we both will remember...sooo i really hope u'll like it...pnat cri tau..."

ari ni went to jusco plak....bought the newest galaxie(jonas brothers cover)....ama, ur favourite guy is in galaxie...justin bieber's one time in songwords section...the first thing dat came through my mind at dat time...was u....soo get it ahh...

esok..we'll be having chinese new year open house at my place...yup..a few relatives are joining for a pot luck kinda thing.....

dat's it for now!!

happy chinese new year plus valentines day

to all my chinese frenz n all malaysians...i wish u guys a prosperous Chinese New Year!!May the Year Of Tiger brings luck, wealth n success in all way....

on top of that.....




i also wanna wish all of u outside there a Happy Valentines Day!!!at last i'm celebrating it at my home...but it's minus daddy....kinda sad...bt nvr mind..now i really wanna watch valentines day the movie...it's gonna be great...any dates???

kaunseling..apecer???

yup..for the first tyme kne kaunseling....eitt aq x kne kaunseling sbb bermasalah....tp juz nk tolong kak su....kaunselor praktikal skool..so it was kaunseling kelompok....dh dua sesi....both bezz2...

#1 session

-bout peraturan skul yg sucks!!!yup...actually dat very evening...kitorg kne truk glerr kat asrama..there was certain tshirt u cannot where la...karut...so as everyone was burning inside out...we decided to go on with this topic...it was bout 45 minutes..kinda perbincangan thing...

#2 session

-dis was one cool thing...it was bout friendship cum love cum enemy sort of thing...at last sumbody to and sumthing to talk about...it was also fun...like something was pulled of my chest....thankie guys...i must tell no more..secreto



i cried many days bcuz of these prob...13/1 was the day all it started....i dun want all dis to happen in my last year....something must seriously wrong with myself coz it is with me dat he's wrong with....i see he's as usual with everyone else...although they feel like he's a changed person...kak chik said i'm CONFUSED with my feelings...they tell me i dun deserve a fren like him...yes...bt i would really like to noe y he's doin dis to me????anyone with the answer...pls tell me...

20/1/2010(wat ahh??)

byk sgt nk tulis ni...ari tu x smpat....isk..


so came back yesterday...dh start wat omwork...menggunung beb...yup2...went to the clinic to get my nose checked..yup sinus is biggest prob..then went for dinner... today mmg bgn lmbt..at 1pm..bad ahh???biaselah tu...ate lunch at 3++....my dad had to go to INDIA...for sum reason i dun noe...so after dad went to the airport at bout 7++...mommy and us went to McDonalds for our dinner....on the way back bought some nasi gorengs for supper and kakak's dinner.... n now i'm here after long hours doing my homework....


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*20/1/2010*

a day to be remembered....definitely...i had a double-blast birthday!!

went 12 am struck...i was at my dorm with the form 1 students...and then cainy asked to teman her to ampaian...i suspected something amiss...coz she never asks to do dat...i thought there was something at the ampaian to scare me off..then anne ask me to follow her to her dorm coz my prezie is there....n i did...didn't i expect dat i will get all splashy and wet on my up the stairs....thanks to ama, mira, sha, yus, jun, zatul, anne, cainy for dat....sumpah bezz...plus it was cold...during school...many wished me..thank u soo much..i breathe through ur prayers...thankie guys...and dat nite....during the nite prep....it was soo usual..until wani called me saying dat polan wants to see us...went to db...n it was pitch dark...then i saw a lighted cake....n there they were hiding behind tables n chairs.....it was a shocker....the cake was beautiful...credits to cainy, moja, abe, akmal, angel, wani, dhars, n rohan...the same colour with my kurung dat nite...PINK...we had sum drink n i shooted of to my addmath mentor class....came back to hostel....called parents...n when i went back to my dorm..another shock...another CAKE...credits to dormates n tcher UMI....for the cake.....very delicious..thnak u....n it was great birthday indeed...the last in semesti...

.:dat nite:.

.:with them who prepared:.

.:with rohan n sis:.

.:my other half:.

.:sweet ahh??:.

.:them:.

.:at dorm:.