baby..one time

yesterday went to kajang to buy prezie for sis' fren's birthday party today....so dh alang2 mcm tu...baik aq pun blikan....so took the opportunity to buy prezies for my little darlings...yup...

"dear, if u r reading dis...i'm sori for the late birthday gift...it was nt dat i forgot bout it...it's juz dat i have to wait for the holidays to get sumthing for u....need it to be special rite???last year kter sme skola kan??kan???have to make it sumthing dat we both will remember...sooo i really hope u'll like it...pnat cri tau..."

ari ni went to jusco plak....bought the newest galaxie(jonas brothers cover)....ama, ur favourite guy is in galaxie...justin bieber's one time in songwords section...the first thing dat came through my mind at dat time...was u....soo get it ahh...

esok..we'll be having chinese new year open house at my place...yup..a few relatives are joining for a pot luck kinda thing.....

dat's it for now!!

happy chinese new year plus valentines day

to all my chinese frenz n all malaysians...i wish u guys a prosperous Chinese New Year!!May the Year Of Tiger brings luck, wealth n success in all way....

on top of that.....




i also wanna wish all of u outside there a Happy Valentines Day!!!at last i'm celebrating it at my home...but it's minus daddy....kinda sad...bt nvr mind..now i really wanna watch valentines day the movie...it's gonna be great...any dates???

kaunseling..apecer???

yup..for the first tyme kne kaunseling....eitt aq x kne kaunseling sbb bermasalah....tp juz nk tolong kak su....kaunselor praktikal skool..so it was kaunseling kelompok....dh dua sesi....both bezz2...

#1 session

-bout peraturan skul yg sucks!!!yup...actually dat very evening...kitorg kne truk glerr kat asrama..there was certain tshirt u cannot where la...karut...so as everyone was burning inside out...we decided to go on with this topic...it was bout 45 minutes..kinda perbincangan thing...

#2 session

-dis was one cool thing...it was bout friendship cum love cum enemy sort of thing...at last sumbody to and sumthing to talk about...it was also fun...like something was pulled of my chest....thankie guys...i must tell no more..secreto



i cried many days bcuz of these prob...13/1 was the day all it started....i dun want all dis to happen in my last year....something must seriously wrong with myself coz it is with me dat he's wrong with....i see he's as usual with everyone else...although they feel like he's a changed person...kak chik said i'm CONFUSED with my feelings...they tell me i dun deserve a fren like him...yes...bt i would really like to noe y he's doin dis to me????anyone with the answer...pls tell me...

20/1/2010(wat ahh??)

byk sgt nk tulis ni...ari tu x smpat....isk..


so came back yesterday...dh start wat omwork...menggunung beb...yup2...went to the clinic to get my nose checked..yup sinus is biggest prob..then went for dinner... today mmg bgn lmbt..at 1pm..bad ahh???biaselah tu...ate lunch at 3++....my dad had to go to INDIA...for sum reason i dun noe...so after dad went to the airport at bout 7++...mommy and us went to McDonalds for our dinner....on the way back bought some nasi gorengs for supper and kakak's dinner.... n now i'm here after long hours doing my homework....


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*20/1/2010*

a day to be remembered....definitely...i had a double-blast birthday!!

went 12 am struck...i was at my dorm with the form 1 students...and then cainy asked to teman her to ampaian...i suspected something amiss...coz she never asks to do dat...i thought there was something at the ampaian to scare me off..then anne ask me to follow her to her dorm coz my prezie is there....n i did...didn't i expect dat i will get all splashy and wet on my up the stairs....thanks to ama, mira, sha, yus, jun, zatul, anne, cainy for dat....sumpah bezz...plus it was cold...during school...many wished me..thank u soo much..i breathe through ur prayers...thankie guys...and dat nite....during the nite prep....it was soo usual..until wani called me saying dat polan wants to see us...went to db...n it was pitch dark...then i saw a lighted cake....n there they were hiding behind tables n chairs.....it was a shocker....the cake was beautiful...credits to cainy, moja, abe, akmal, angel, wani, dhars, n rohan...the same colour with my kurung dat nite...PINK...we had sum drink n i shooted of to my addmath mentor class....came back to hostel....called parents...n when i went back to my dorm..another shock...another CAKE...credits to dormates n tcher UMI....for the cake.....very delicious..thnak u....n it was great birthday indeed...the last in semesti...

.:dat nite:.

.:with them who prepared:.

.:with rohan n sis:.

.:my other half:.

.:sweet ahh??:.

.:them:.

.:at dorm:.

ThaiPusam

we left home like about 4am..juz to make sure we find a good spot for parking n lesser crowd during the wee hours.n thank God we did...the jam was bad.lesser crowd???no difference...people were pushing...we saw some kavadis...mum n dad decided to stay down...so we(sis,bro, and me) climbed up the steep flight of 272 stairs...yup2...

then we went jalan2...bought some sweets...then see more kavadis...n at about 11+ we left batu caves...it was soo tiring....i slept in the car...everyone except dad...we ate our lunch at stephen's corner in ampang....

so for who didn't make it juz now to batu caves..here is a glimpse of the day:

.::the tallest murugan statue in the world::.


.::one of the beautiful kavadis::.


.::at about 6am::.


.::aeriel view::.


.::inside the cave::.

.::remember the time::.♥

a little sumthing from my heart...was torned apart...n without realising it i wrote a long poem bout it n tears came rolling...

i saw ur face yesterday
it brought back millions of memories
tried my best to forget bout it
but i can't,not enough strength to do it

u noe
i never try to deny
the best moments in life was with u
i see the best of me through u...ur eyes
u let me show the world
the inner beauty dat i possesed
thank u ♥

u gave me hope
in which i believed in
and made it into dreams
dreams of seeing just
U and Me forever
thank u ♥

never dis to happen
but it is
u r juz hand-reach away
but i can't feel ur presence
ur breath blows my hair slightly
but i can't smell u
i can see u
but it's fading,dear
u touched me
and i felt numbness in my hand

i'm remembering the time
when u r always there to hear
my nonsenses
u make me laugh for no reasons
when u always make me fell right,
just to be beside u
n u make each single day,special
u r my intricate memory
thank u ♥

Now,
something is ripping us apart
we r not like those times anymore
if its because of her
then i'm not suprised
i'm missing u already
but,
guess i have to let it go
i have to WALK AWAY
believe me
it isn't easy, my dear

now, that you've left
it is making me thank u
for the 'sumthing' dat u left
i'm learning to understand
people better
not to be fooled again
not into falling for people
easier anymore
wanna make it go the other way round
LOVE STORY is a memory now
thank u ♥
just to make sure everything's ok..
i'll be praying...

if u r reading dis..no offence to anyone...it came out from me solely n heartly....

MSR_Minggu Silahturrahim

juz came back juz now...byk nk 'cer' ni...sempat kew sblum nk skul ni??

so form 1 masuk 12/1..so startlah minggu orientasi dorang..tetibe jerr smau akak2 form 5 garang...sumtimes its juz soo funny..x prnh dier nk tengking...tetibe marah kan...mana taknye..form 1 lampi SHIYAL....

i wuz one of the fasilitator..kinda enjoyed...tp kengkadang..rse mcm dipinggirkan...huhuhu..nvr mindlah..at dat tyme smua busy....the best part of MSR would definitely be the malam bakat...aka malam ceritera muda mudi..ala retro..i wuz in charge of the opening..so mestilah kne gempak n we nailed it!!..rmai suke n puji...thank God n fellow fivers...we made it into a great nite...


pics of the day:>

..:team opening:..

..:malam pesta muda-mudi:..


..:luv it:..


..:mira+sis:..


..:facilitators:..