it's TIME!!!!

aku ANTI-COUPLE?????

all i can say is dat.....WATEVER????

ntahlah....mmg dh nasib aku kot.....stiap kali nk exam...msti ader probs sblum tu....mse up1...TOO MUCH problems.....hoping dat upt would b fine.....bt no....still ader PROBS!!!!maybe bdak klas aku tau?????or maybe SUM of them r de' prob?????

#1

aku ANTI-COUPLE?????

u guys can say watever u want...bt i am me.....dis is hw i live my life.....thruthfully to say...aku bkn anti-couple..it's juz aku MELUAT tgk SUM of "them"....dis is the truth...tp jujur bkn sumer.....i can trime sum couple.....i even help sum......bt sumtimes its juz sooo disgusting to see sum....gaya mcm dh kahwin.....maybe it's their probs kan....dose dgn Tuhan????bt watever is said...jgelah prasaan org kat sekeliling...kalo nk wat PAPE pun...dun do it in PUBLIC.....ppl r watching......x malu kew????walo pndai mcmne pun kalo maruah dri x reti nk jge SME jerr....soooo dis is my decision.....kalo x ske...u r MOST welcum to leave MY LIFE....i juz had enough with sum of u.....

#2

okie...spt sedia maklum aku ader BIG probs ngan MAMU@NOR AZMAN B IBRAHIM.sooo coz aq xde mse nk clear name kat skul...i'm goin to do it here....sooo sape yg bce.....u guys noe part of my story....

okie...so on SATURDAY(29/5/2010) at 11.30am...i wuz on my way back frm prep...tetibe ader f1 pnggl..kternyerr abg ABU nk JMPE...i wuz suprised....xpelah gi jerrlah...rupernyerr MAMU yg nk jmpe...okie...so watever....then suddenly for no reason he raised he's voice at me.....i wuz like hei...x start pape2 pun..tetibe nk loyar buruk apehal???i calmed myself.......aku x suke org jerit kat aku....he started accusing me of things i did nt even think to do...mmglah aku rpat ngan "frau"..watever jambu yg ko pnggl.....tp aku bkn rapat ngan dier psl ko....ko ngat aku x mende lg BAGUS nk wat kew????he said aku REPORTlah....hey....it was a coincidence aku jmpe dier kat tgh jln n she asked me about ***********......so what??????aku pun bknnyerr gebang kat dier....i told her the truth!!!!juz bcoz ur f***** fren nmpk n britau kat ko...doesn't mean ko blh caya jerr???pikirlah dlu....aku ader byk lg nk wat kat skul lah....drpd ckp psl ko...kalo aku nk NAMA/PUJIAN pun....ader mende len yg aku blh wat.....i've gt lots to prove to the teachers...so...cuz ko dh malukan aku.....do wat u supposed to do...dh bsar kan kalo dh wat salah nk wat aper????BAGOS!!!!mcm tulah....kalo still x phm...kne ckp bhase aku plak yerr..mne tau PHM kan????


#3

frenz???

ntahlah....mcmne blh msuk list aku pun x tau???

tp tetibe rse mcm watever happen to THEM??????one day i'm alrite..n they cuddle me(frenz)....n u see the other minute i fall sick....n they juz push u away(enemies...urrrmm..no talking)....sorilah kpd yg terasa...aku juz terkezut.....after dh elok demam kan...tetibe aku rse mcm kat dunia baru.....ader JAMBU bru...n byk lglah....







dat's it for now.....any comments???feel free to do it...with identity yerr...without them noo RESPONSE!!!!kpd yg ter'terasa sorilah......i had been keeping dis for a VERY VERY long time!!!!

deBate-a skill!!!

at language room now...debate is a HOT thing now in skul....as the HKSBP Zon Utara is next Thursday till Sunday.will be having a friendly with KUSESS dis monday....our two ex-debater is coming tomorrow....so happy...bcuz i seriously need their help...

skul is hoping dat we bring back the glory a.k.a trophy to the skul...bt with teammates who dun give commitments n respect to the seniors...then dis thing bout team won't work.....

tomorrow...will be a long day....coz debate 24/7....tcher laili said next week NO p&p n prep for US!!!!!

dat's it...gotta chiao..debate2..

miXed uP!!!

at pusat akses now....

lots of things had happened..managing people is sooo difficult now....not only the world is changing even the people.....what i cannot believe is dat...PEOPLE who was very close to me...

exactly a weeek ago...everything happened..it changed..the relationship....mommy always say cry for things which r important....bt dat day....cried like 3 times...first i was touched...2nd...wat i didn't believe were his mere apologizes, promises n words...it wuz nt i was nt thankful for dat..coz no one would have dat courage to see me like dat....i'm thanking u for dat...

but please think bout the mistakes u've done....hw it had effected ppl around u....relationships r sumthing dat is very sensitive....care it with love....i'll say....

i'm glad dat i'm leaving semesti soon...can't think of another year here....back to basic..my dear





actually i hav lots to talk about...bt its because evrything is already mixed up in this intricate head of mind.day's y post ni pun mcm tu!!!

kaunseling..apecer???

yup..for the first tyme kne kaunseling....eitt aq x kne kaunseling sbb bermasalah....tp juz nk tolong kak su....kaunselor praktikal skool..so it was kaunseling kelompok....dh dua sesi....both bezz2...

#1 session

-bout peraturan skul yg sucks!!!yup...actually dat very evening...kitorg kne truk glerr kat asrama..there was certain tshirt u cannot where la...karut...so as everyone was burning inside out...we decided to go on with this topic...it was bout 45 minutes..kinda perbincangan thing...

#2 session

-dis was one cool thing...it was bout friendship cum love cum enemy sort of thing...at last sumbody to and sumthing to talk about...it was also fun...like something was pulled of my chest....thankie guys...i must tell no more..secreto



i cried many days bcuz of these prob...13/1 was the day all it started....i dun want all dis to happen in my last year....something must seriously wrong with myself coz it is with me dat he's wrong with....i see he's as usual with everyone else...although they feel like he's a changed person...kak chik said i'm CONFUSED with my feelings...they tell me i dun deserve a fren like him...yes...bt i would really like to noe y he's doin dis to me????anyone with the answer...pls tell me...

20/1/2010(wat ahh??)

byk sgt nk tulis ni...ari tu x smpat....isk..


so came back yesterday...dh start wat omwork...menggunung beb...yup2...went to the clinic to get my nose checked..yup sinus is biggest prob..then went for dinner... today mmg bgn lmbt..at 1pm..bad ahh???biaselah tu...ate lunch at 3++....my dad had to go to INDIA...for sum reason i dun noe...so after dad went to the airport at bout 7++...mommy and us went to McDonalds for our dinner....on the way back bought some nasi gorengs for supper and kakak's dinner.... n now i'm here after long hours doing my homework....


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*20/1/2010*

a day to be remembered....definitely...i had a double-blast birthday!!

went 12 am struck...i was at my dorm with the form 1 students...and then cainy asked to teman her to ampaian...i suspected something amiss...coz she never asks to do dat...i thought there was something at the ampaian to scare me off..then anne ask me to follow her to her dorm coz my prezie is there....n i did...didn't i expect dat i will get all splashy and wet on my up the stairs....thanks to ama, mira, sha, yus, jun, zatul, anne, cainy for dat....sumpah bezz...plus it was cold...during school...many wished me..thank u soo much..i breathe through ur prayers...thankie guys...and dat nite....during the nite prep....it was soo usual..until wani called me saying dat polan wants to see us...went to db...n it was pitch dark...then i saw a lighted cake....n there they were hiding behind tables n chairs.....it was a shocker....the cake was beautiful...credits to cainy, moja, abe, akmal, angel, wani, dhars, n rohan...the same colour with my kurung dat nite...PINK...we had sum drink n i shooted of to my addmath mentor class....came back to hostel....called parents...n when i went back to my dorm..another shock...another CAKE...credits to dormates n tcher UMI....for the cake.....very delicious..thnak u....n it was great birthday indeed...the last in semesti...

.:dat nite:.

.:with them who prepared:.

.:with rohan n sis:.

.:my other half:.

.:sweet ahh??:.

.:them:.

.:at dorm:.

ThaiPusam

we left home like about 4am..juz to make sure we find a good spot for parking n lesser crowd during the wee hours.n thank God we did...the jam was bad.lesser crowd???no difference...people were pushing...we saw some kavadis...mum n dad decided to stay down...so we(sis,bro, and me) climbed up the steep flight of 272 stairs...yup2...

then we went jalan2...bought some sweets...then see more kavadis...n at about 11+ we left batu caves...it was soo tiring....i slept in the car...everyone except dad...we ate our lunch at stephen's corner in ampang....

so for who didn't make it juz now to batu caves..here is a glimpse of the day:

.::the tallest murugan statue in the world::.


.::one of the beautiful kavadis::.


.::at about 6am::.


.::aeriel view::.


.::inside the cave::.

MSR_Minggu Silahturrahim

juz came back juz now...byk nk 'cer' ni...sempat kew sblum nk skul ni??

so form 1 masuk 12/1..so startlah minggu orientasi dorang..tetibe jerr smau akak2 form 5 garang...sumtimes its juz soo funny..x prnh dier nk tengking...tetibe marah kan...mana taknye..form 1 lampi SHIYAL....

i wuz one of the fasilitator..kinda enjoyed...tp kengkadang..rse mcm dipinggirkan...huhuhu..nvr mindlah..at dat tyme smua busy....the best part of MSR would definitely be the malam bakat...aka malam ceritera muda mudi..ala retro..i wuz in charge of the opening..so mestilah kne gempak n we nailed it!!..rmai suke n puji...thank God n fellow fivers...we made it into a great nite...


pics of the day:>

..:team opening:..

..:malam pesta muda-mudi:..


..:luv it:..


..:mira+sis:..


..:facilitators:..

au revoir 2009

haven't been blogging lately...dats bcuz didn't had anything to blog about despite coming back late from year end shopping.it's been a tradition...


so yesterday..we went to Berjaya Times Square to actually pick up my twilight tees bt we ended up spending like 8 hours there...wow isn't it???juz luv the tee...it's simple bt i like it...gt one for my sis..met up with sis Nurul...she wuz one of the creator of twilighters malaysia..she wuz very sweet n beautiful...we went jalan2...n did sum serious shopping..we bought soo much stuff....it was quite tiring...no..DAMN tiring...shoes,hat,sunglasses,tops...byk lglah...it was fun too...we wanted to go cosmo world..bt it was quite late alredi..so we kept it for another day...

my bro wanted to buy a limited edition(i think??)jersey...so after times square..ate dinner like around 10..n dad drove to petaling street...scary place..bt definitely a place to go...shops were closing..soo nt much could be done....

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today...

shopping utk skul plak!!

we went to kajang..mmg stiap thn gi cni to buy our skul stuffs...bought me a pair of bju kurung, uniform, n a shoe(luv the shoe) thank u daddy!!...bt mainly it was for my lil sis,dharshinee...as she'll join me nex year...had to buy all the stuffs...we went to buy books for my bro n couzie...they r sitting for PMR dis year...after dat we decided to watch movie..movie yg available were avatar n vetaikkaran(a tamil action flick)...so obviously we chose the tamil movie..we ate satay(kajang's most famous food)...n went for the movie...bezz gak..byk gado2..tp syoklah...huhuhu...after the movie we had like mere 10 minutes for new year...so dlm kereta we started singing songs n looking out for fireworks...spotted one two..n b4 reaching home...we went to eat at malaysian's favourite hangout spot...the mamak stall...lalalala~~



in conclusion:thn ni new year wuz bezz..coz although its was nt like sumwhere happening like kl...bt i was happy coz..we were in the car as a whole family..n it wuz nice..

i wanted to end this post for 2009 with pics...bt my lappie is nt reading the memory card...so might do it sum other time...

au revoir 2009..

welcome 2010...

chit.chat.

today..was a day full of family stories n chit-chatting....

at around 12++ i left my home with my sibs n mommy n grannys to my aunt's place for christmas lunch..the food was fantastic...bt i was quite dissapoint coz i was waiting for the roasted stuffed turkey..yummy!!!bt it's okay..the food was good..then, i join my cousin to watch The Pink Panther 2....loads of funny moments!!!

then we went to another realative's house..i've nt seen them for ages..maybe like about 6 years???yup2...time allocated to be spent there was an hour..bt we end up being there for almost 4 hours...my cousin juz cam back frm Russia...after doing medicine...sooo chatted with him...it was soo much fun...bt as time flew..my sis n bro n me were bored...so we watched click!!

came back had dinner n watched alvin n the chipmunks...

sooo..tomorrow i'll have my cousin over for a sleepover...soo excited...so long no visitors to the house...maybe another trip to the cinemas????anyone free???



ya...i'm very excited today cz...i've finally found my long-lost cousin,SHOBAN....yup...we r same aged.i last saw him was when we were 7 years..i think!!found him on facebook.the sad part was dat..he didn't noe me...he can't remember me....it was quite heart wrenching...bt nvr mind...we chatted quite long...n alas we r like normal cousins..i like it!!!waiting forward to see u!!!

happy birthday:)

dis post especially dedicated to one of my best fren....MUHAMMAD IZZULHUSNI B. HALIM..yup...sweet sixteen ahh????

• charming of cuz!!
• sweet guy
  
• very helpful
• friendly
• one of a kind

x prnh sngka ley rapat ngan izzul smpai mcm ni....we were juz frenz..but i believe now we r besties...lolx...kat 4IH..i think izzul is the one i'm really close to....he's friendliness makes evryone around him wants to know him better....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY,IZZUL!!

#2 hangout!!

finally i got to watch twilight:new moon saga...with sumone who i love n i noe this person would definitely b happy to see the movie with me..rite carmen????:)


it was definitely goin a normal day...okok wait...waking up at 9am from a phone call by carmen..isn't normal????wtf.....carmen called me at about 9am asking me whether i want to follow her to watch new moon together...y would i say no?????i said yes..n asked my mom to send us to mines,which was the nearest mall from my home..

we rushed to TGV cinemas n bought the 2.10pm show...we ate our lunch at The Chicken Rice Shop...believe me..we had a though tyme finishing dat meal...we jln2 a bit more...n the show began....

"i'm telling u new moon is a must movie to watch...i had nvr had the most wonderful tyme at the cinemas before...n thanks to twilight, robPat, taylor, kristen, stephenie meyer n the whole production crew...n especially to my bestest fren....carmen...i wouldn't hav had dat priviledge...the movie was great....E.C.L.I.P.S.E. is coming to the cinemas in June 2010...can't wait for dat one though...ha3..lolx"

after dat..we were sooo exhausted from the shopping thing..n i suggested sumthing fun to do....KarAoKe!!!!yup...carmen didn't want to do it....but finally we nailed it...we juz wanted to do one song..but at the end of the day we did 5!!!if my dad didn't call probably we had done more....i had so much fun..then it was time to go home....carmen came to my house...n i showed her my newly renovated home to her..she loved it!!




what i realised from dis hangout wuz dat...hw dis hangout mean sooo much to us....i done 3 things i loved most with sumone i loved most..dat is movies,singing n shopping...it needn't sooo much to make sumone's day...you may think what you did is just a small deed.but to sumone it means a lot


sooo..as usual..pics of de day:

..:we r at the karaoke..:


..:ur de reason for....de teardrops on my guitar(look at the monitor beside me):..



..:me n carmen:..


..:our lunch:..


..:who's dat preety gal there???....lolx:..

p/s:angel..i'm missing u sooo much..u were all dat i thought when i bought the tickets..

#1 hangout

juz had mood to update u~~~


the first hangout with frenz dis hols...so it was with ADDY n his couzie,FARID n myself.sbnarnyerr rmai lg nk ikut..tp unfortunately they can't make it..

amir:ader reunion sek rendah
hilal:malas
sha:gi kulim
fara:xde yg ley ntar
jiha:ader fly plan

at first there was dis car problem....so i waited for bout 1 1/2 at a chinese restaurant without doin anything....so finally i reached midvalley megamall at 1.30pm.so i made way to the centre court...where ader fashion show kat sne...mmg bez...then texted addy..n we met..n kami pun head to the COSMIC BOWL CENTRE...pack sial...mcm sardin...we played 2 games...was sooo much fun...

pastu kitorg gi tgk wayang plak...ha3...dis was sooo funny....line panjang sial...n along the way..kami bincang tgk filem aper....so finally we decided to watch 2012(although myself n farid had watched it b4)..dorg xnk tgk twilight:new moon...fine watever....tp sesampai kami di kaunter...tiket for 2012 abis...twilight pun xde....sooo we decided to watch MYSPY...it's a malaysian movie....very funny..but nt worth ur RM11 to watch it...k??then kami gi jln2 n soon after dat addy n farid headed home...

so i went jln2 alone...for about 1 hour ++..bought galaxie with adam lambert...so adore him(who cares if he's gay...he's awesome)..then met with dad n siblings....kami gi mkn kat kenny rogers...dh lme x mkn kat sne....

on de way blk gado with my bro..bcuz of the tv..yup2...i wanted to watch twilight..n he wants to watch football.....


so dat's all folks....the pics of the day..

..:the galaxie:..

..:it's christmas in mid:..

..:they r njoying the game:..

at home~~~

ok..now i'm back at home....trying to figure out wat to do nex...sbnarnyer..byk nk wat tp....bcuz it's lot....otak dh jam....lolx..

juz finished watching AYAN....it's a tamil movie...action +romantic flick...teramat sgt besh....sbb hero tu nsem...6-pack abbs babes!!!!finally got to watch it....akmal..kalo ko tgh bce mende ni....tgk filem ni...surya lakon dlm crite ni!!!k???

smlm abis kem addmaths...it wuz bezz...coz we got to learn new stuffs...bab f5...nerves are wrecking me....spm is getting closer...tp yg x sronok is that hw it ended......some monkeys in my batch buat hal again!!!!!we dun want them to b here nex year....tlglah faham.....jgn kaco batch 23 lg.....nex year nk spm..x dpt keredhaan cikgu ssh....blajar drpd kesalahan kter mse f3.....batch 23 is great...bt of cuz greater without them!!!!so understand u guys!!!!

came back lmbt glerr smlm..at 11 pm....mmg xde mood langsung nk o9...or update bloggie..byk glerr omwork....folio+handout+concept map+notes....aaarrrgghhh...it's ok i've gt another year in SEMESTI!!!

so hw did 2009 in semesti ended???very....emotion filled..of cuzlah cdey kan..but then....gmbira gak cuz dpt blk umah...

many people noticed the difference but why nt u????i can see that our friendship is nt getting any better since dat fight we had..kan???idk....but we r loosing apart....bkn mcm dlu......aku rindu!!!!!!zaman dlu2..kter cikgu rohaya..mse kechik2 dlu....thinking of this makes me cry..bkn nangis sbb laki but bcuz of the memories!!!!!!

..:i noe i'm right:..

..:gud luck with whoever ur wif rite now:..

..:remember 2 nvr hurt dis ppl's feeling...k??:..

..:will b missing u:..

..:will always b loving u:..

..:sori for everything:..

..:thankie for the space for me in ur heart:..

..:at least i had the opportunity to noe sumone wonderful like u:..

..:will nvr hav the chance to find a peson like u:..

..:we'll b frenz rite???:..

..:thank u and buhbye...for now:..

TagGed!!

so..sbnarnye...first time kna tag ni....x prnah wat kat sape2 n x prnah dpt dr sape2...so tgh terharulah ni...(tgh lap tahi mata ngan tisu 'premier' di tgn)..thankie ammar...so tag nyerr ialah...

"sila ceritakan 15 perkara yang org tak tau pasal awk dari awk kecik2 dulu smpi sekarang. seterusnya, sila tag 5 org rakan awk pula. terima kasih."

1.dlu mse kecik2..rmbut aku pnjg....pas2 ader ekor smpai pinggang..so..aku ske wat misai gne rmbut tu...

2.dlu mse sek rendah..darjah 6...spt biase..after pj..nk tukar bju.kalo dh mls sgt..tukar bju dlm kelas jerr....kitorg amik turn utk jage line...tkut2 boys msk....(budus!!)

3.mse kat sek rendah dlu..aku ni aktif lari tau..mmg slalu gak mng...nme first yg slalu kne pilih utk wakil rumah putra(rumah sukan aku dlu yerp)...tp skrang...

4.kalo deepavali jerp...aku akan tunggu hamper..sbb dlu aku ngan adik aku..ukur tinggi..gune hamper..ader gmbr kami sama tinggi ngan hamper..hihihi

5.menangis waktu first time nk gi tadika n sek rendah..bkn menangis tp meraung..mcm bru mati laki..:(

6.mse gi Las Vegas....slalu gak kena halau dr hotel lobby..yelah..underage katekan..tp sape suh dorg bina kasino dkt sgt ngan lobby...!#$%&*..yelah setiap kali turun lif...msti ader bodyguard tunggu kat luar.. "where's ur mommy n daddy???u r nt allowed to be here"..isshh..taulah aku..mse nilah..mak ayah aku nk try luck katekan..

7.first time jatuh cinta..mse darjah 5....mmg lawak...blerr fikir blk..tp x kapel yerr...kitorg tau..kitorg suke sme suke..tp smpai ari ni...

8.sblum msk semesti...aku x ske dgr lgu english..seriously..tp skrang sgt ske...kalo blh setiap kali lgu bru..nk jerr msk dlm ipod aku....

9.disbbkan xcited sial nk tgk mana setangginya kt istana budaya ari tu....aku jatuh tangga.mse tu nk tngkp gmbr kt tangga...tetibe rse mcm kamera nk jatuh...coz kasut high heel..well..nk stabilkan bdn ssh..so..akhirnya..jatuh ke tnh jg..sumpah segan...malu sial....n kuwang ajor nyer aizad(don)dr ari tu dier buli aku nk sebarkan news ni..esp kat akmal....

10.dlm idup aku smpai skrang..aku lg byk prnah ader crush ngan laki melayu....ntahlah why???tp..it's true...

11.mse f1..f2 dlu..aku prnah terfikir kalolah aku jd prefect..mcmne ahh????kalo ari jumaat jerr..non-muslim blk awal...aku amik chance ni..utk wat trial kat bwh.."perhatian kpd smua...." tp x terfikir yg aku btul2 dpt...

12.prnah nk jd basketballers.....tp disbbkan busy ngan debate...terpaksa let go...nway aku tabik sean..

13.aku prnah gak nk try pose sebln???tp slalu fail...hihihii...n ahh..nk prnh try pakai tudung kat umah...sumpah lwk...pinjam org gaji nyerr....hahahhaha

14.aku x ske kucing!!!!!!sbb dlu slalu tgk tom n jerry...jerry yg slalu klh..pas2 kalo tom ltak bom...bulu jerry msti tegang mcm kna electric current...aku pun cayelah....smpai skrang...

15.dpt ilham nk wat blog ni.....after tgk k.anis,aidira's,amalina's n of cuz frankie's...

pnat btul!!!!

.:novel.novel:.

novel???

yup...i' m currently obsessed with dis soo beneficial kinda entertainments..novels....credits to modengs....i'm currently reading my 2nd malay novel....'CINTA KAU DAN AKU'...credits especially to anne(the reader) and shafina(the owner)...

.:cinta kau dan aku:.

My first malay novel was 'SEPI TANPA CINTA'...for this...credit goes to akmal....he borrowed me dis book during the pasca PMR....after futher push from datcainy..i finally read it...dat book was aww...

And now my current obssesion are english novels....again credits to anne and afiq..u guys instill the love of reading english novels especially cecelia ahern's in me....and bcoz of dat i'm now the proud owner of two novels...which are 'THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES' and 'THINGS I WANT MY DAUGHTER TO KNOW'.bought it at the bookfest...thankie mommykins!!!luv u lots!!

pics of the day:

sista with james lee(author of Mr.Midnight)

dat's all..got to ciao....pasar malam is waiting....

me says:today is the 1st anniversary since ABDUL MUIN left us....according to the Islamic calendar...He is deeplt missed by every soul of 3M08 gens and of course 23rd batch of SEMESTI...thankie Addy for remembering me...may his soul rest in peace...

FuN sItEs!!!

---no blogging mojos' now!!!!-----

but hav been blog-walking..n found sum of my frenzies...n juz luv how they do whatever to their blog!!
so here's sum:---

http://www.unpredictable-babe.blogspot.com/
http://www.theglassurface.blogspot.com/
http://frankerism.blogspot.com/
http://kryptonianchild.blogspot.com/

better check them out..u guys won't lose anything...ni ckit jerr....nnti i'll go more site-seeing...

p/s: esok nk gi swimming...i'll upload the pics if i snap anything!!!